Thursday, July 15, 2010
i don't know why i'm feeling like this. my heart aches. literally. and no, there's no one i could talk to about it. no one. it hurts thinking about it. yeah don't dwell over it. wish i could. believe me. might not mean a thing to you but it means everything to me. :( sigh. it hurts so bad i feel like crying and punching someone in the face.
smiled widely at 12:51 AM ♥
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
i miss blogging. yea i really do. why didn't i blog as often anymore? busy with school? perhaps. i'm having my term break now. it doesn't feel like 2 weeks. i think its due to my long sleeping hours. i mean, this is the only time you'll get to sleep for more than 4 hours a day! school had been really busy before the break. silat too. the TSC competition just ended and sadly, i only managed to finish 3rd. i hurt my knee and ankle during quarter final and i even fractured my 4th left metacarpal. an oblique(spiral) fracture. more good news, i might have to go for an op if the growth is not straight. i'm kinda depressed because i couldn't play football now. i tried but it hurts so bad. i think i just made it worst. and my fracture, at the rate i'm going, i might just break it. you see, after the competition, i had to complete my projects prior to the datelines. yes i have a few projects to be completed. with a fractured hand, i can't do much! the best part is, i'm left handed. good thing, haz helped me wherever she could. i can never thank her enough. the night before submission, i overnight in school to complete my model which is a real pain in the scrotum for me. cutting forex board is not easy with a fucked up hand. i cut two of my fingers while cutting that night. hallelujah for me. i lost my mood and decided to sleep instead. good thing i'm almost done.
i did not do much on baby's birthday. yes i know i'm useless. :( i've planned so much and everything failed in the end. and i blame school for it. :( i'm still depressed about it. i feel so useless. :(
managed to meet up with humaira, m and hus this break. its nice to meet them after so long. :)
i've been thinking a lot lately. well, since when did i not? hmm. but... i don't know. they're just random thoughts. oh, anyone wanna see my work? no? ok.
smiled widely at 1:56 AM ♥
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Was a long and dark December
From the rooftops I remember
There was snow
White snow
Clearly I remember
From the windows they were watching
While we froze
Down below
When the future's architectured
By a carnival of idiots on show
You'd better lie low
If you love me
Won't you let me know?
Was a long and dark December
When the banks became cathedrals
And the fog
Became God
Priests clutched onto bibles
Hollowed out to fit their rifles
And the cross was held aloft
Bury me in armor
When I'm dead and hit the ground
A love back home unfolds
If you love me
Won't you let me know?
I don't want to be a soldier
Who the captain of some sinking ship
Would stow, far below
So if you love me
Why'd you let me go?
I took my love down to Violet Hill
There we sat in snow
All that time she was silent still
So if you love me
Won't you let me know?
If you love me,
Won't you let me know?
smiled widely at 7:22 PM ♥
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
hello. i miss blogging. the last time i blogged was before school starts. that was ages ago. i'm sorry for the hiatus. school had been awesome. new classmates. new friends:) new environment. sweetheart is having her attachment so didnt really get to see her as often:( anyhoooooo, i've been camwhoring a lot in class lately. thanks to rachel and xue ee.
some of the photos we took. there are about 600 of them. on my laptop and a few hundred more on rachel's. awesome right. ah.
i've run out of words to say. i shall continue some other day. bye!
smiled widely at 12:23 AM ♥
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
few more hours to enjoy myself before i start work at 9 tomorrow morning:( and i'm starting school on monday. i don't even know my timetable yet. haiya. i'll miss my bed. i don't want school to start. i'll miss my norhazwani hamdan. :( i have a feeling school will end late everyday. except for fridays. :( alaaaaa. my leg still hurts. haiya. competition in a month. haiya. can i stop the time? please?
smiled widely at 2:52 PM ♥
Monday, April 5, 2010
i miss baby alot:(
smiled widely at 3:51 PM ♥
Thursday, April 1, 2010
ok i know this is way overdue. i really enjoyed my birthday this year:) it was more than awesome ah. thanks to baby:)
this what happened on the whole of 27th march 2010. left for home at around 12.45 am and met hus and marlina at the void deck beside my house. they got me 2 muffins. haha.
then we walk to mr teh tarik for supper.
ohh m didnt wanna take photo cos she looks like a bangla. i couldn't agree less.
after supper we sat at the basketball court around that area to relax and chat.
we played old songs form my itunes and laugh our asses off. oh and did i mentioned i lost my phone on 26th march. yea awesome. we walked home after that and went over to m's for a while to borrow a spare phone. :) thanks m.
I CAN'T REMEMBER IF I SLEEP AFTER I GOT HOME. anw, i left my house at around 10 i think and went over to baby's :D she surprised me with a chocolate brownie cake and yes i was surprised:)
that's her maid and sister.
i failed at cutting the cake nicely:(
but whatever. heh. she GOT ME A PICARD WALLET:D thank you so much:D we visit father after that and ate lunch at eastpoint banquet. got my haircut and we went to whitesands to find her mum.
my first ever photo with her mum. :) i'm a shy boy you see.
train to marina and went to FISH SPA. wahh syiok! :D
hehe.
we had dinner before heading down to sgh to visit nenek. and i have no pictures of what happened after that. baby tricked me into thinking that she's collecting her hamsters form natalie. i followed her to natalie's and guess what? those hamsters are mine! she got it for me! hehehe. yes another surprise! :D :D
rushed to the bus stop but stopped halfway and she brought me the the void deck.
AND I SAW HUSRIN FROM FAR SO I WAS NOT REALLY SURPRISED IF SYAIFUL AND M WAS THERE TOO, LOL. yea they were there and they brought cake for me:) which we used to smash on each others face. awesome. got natalie into trouble:( and cabbed home.
a day well spent:) i love you:D and thank you for everything! :D :D :D
do you know that i love you so much?
smiled widely at 12:13 PM ♥
Sunday, March 28, 2010
hello hello i'll blog about my birthday later! :D
smiled widely at 8:54 AM ♥
Saturday, March 27, 2010
AND HAZWANI HAMDAN WISHES HER DEAR NOR AIMAN RASHID A HAPPY 20TH AND A MERRY 78 MORE MONTHS. And she wants him to know how much she loves him and that he should not emo so often because it isn't nice to see it on someone who is always smiling so very often. She wishes him all the best in his future endeavours and she just knows he can pull through in whatever life may throw at him because she is by his side, always, to support him in whatever he does.
Ps: Haz wishes to let him know that this picture is unintentional. It was randomly picked.
smiled widely at 12:00 AM ♥
Friday, March 26, 2010
i lost my phone! k it's not my phone! it's puan norhana hamdan's phone! :(
smiled widely at 10:50 PM ♥
Friday, March 12, 2010
i can't sleep.
smiled widely at 2:08 AM ♥
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
hello hello! ate seoul garden yesterday ah! best ah! then played bowling.
i'll be away till tuesday cos i'll be working long shifts with Marcorp. thanks to rhaimy for giving me this job. okay bye bye!
smiled widely at 10:58 AM ♥
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
smiled widely at 2:54 AM ♥
Monday, March 8, 2010
i'm getting older in 19 days.
many things need fixing.
bye.
smiled widely at 1:11 PM ♥
Saturday, February 27, 2010
it's the 27th again:)
i love you! more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more, everyday:) 78months:)
smiled widely at 11:37 AM ♥
Thursday, February 25, 2010
damn. i was looking through my old pictures in FRIENDSTER and i'm really motivated to work harder in losing weight. i gained a lot of weight after O'LEVELS!. tsk:(
before o's. english seminar.
west side stories.
no comments.
vain.
science camp.
sec 2! SU! HAHAHA!
after o's! still maintain.
SU!
after 20 hotdogs and corn beef.
sec 5.
complete set eh.
tampines north cc. they taught me MATHS.
i grew fatter from here on.
raya 07 i think.
airport! expanding rapidly!
the cause. late night BK! (cheap)
classic.
no comments.
oh yea we got famous.
LOOK AT DIONNE BACK THEN! SHE'S SLIM NOW!
hoody ah. cos too fat already.
:)
now too fat already. but i have norhazwani hamdan:)
OKAY. LET'S EXERCISE MORE THIS HOLIDAY. goodnight!
smiled widely at 2:36 AM ♥
Friday, February 19, 2010
i wanna blog about something.
something.
smiled widely at 10:03 AM ♥
Saturday, February 13, 2010
finally, some time to blog. had been busy for the past 542372years. sorry for no updating ah. still have 4 submissions to go. thank god studio's deadline is extended. 22 feb. if not i'll just die. studio, photoshop/autocad, illustrator and 3d max. mehhhhh.
anw, i laughed to myself after reading th e old comments on one of my profile picture in fb. HAHAHAHAHA. wanna seeee? its dated, 27th september. from sometime around midnight to 3plus am.
haha. and she knew all along what i was unsure about! and i was blogging about that at that time. meehhhh. and then,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
smiled widely at 2:01 PM ♥
Sunday, February 7, 2010
WAH WAH HAD BEEN BUSY WITH PROJECTS:( SORRY UH NEH UPDATE. LET ME SHOW YOU WHAT I'VE BEEN DOING.
cheyy cheyy. i used sketchup. first timer okay, HAHA. SO PROUD OF MYSELF sometimes:)
smiled widely at 7:28 PM ♥
