Tuesday, June 22, 2010
i miss blogging. yea i really do. why didn't i blog as often anymore? busy with school? perhaps. i'm having my term break now. it doesn't feel like 2 weeks. i think its due to my long sleeping hours. i mean, this is the only time you'll get to sleep for more than 4 hours a day! school had been really busy before the break. silat too. the TSC competition just ended and sadly, i only managed to finish 3rd. i hurt my knee and ankle during quarter final and i even fractured my 4th left metacarpal. an oblique(spiral) fracture. more good news, i might have to go for an op if the growth is not straight. i'm kinda depressed because i couldn't play football now. i tried but it hurts so bad. i think i just made it worst. and my fracture, at the rate i'm going, i might just break it. you see, after the competition, i had to complete my projects prior to the datelines. yes i have a few projects to be completed. with a fractured hand, i can't do much! the best part is, i'm left handed. good thing, haz helped me wherever she could. i can never thank her enough. the night before submission, i overnight in school to complete my model which is a real pain in the scrotum for me. cutting forex board is not easy with a fucked up hand. i cut two of my fingers while cutting that night. hallelujah for me. i lost my mood and decided to sleep instead. good thing i'm almost done.
i did not do much on baby's birthday. yes i know i'm useless. :( i've planned so much and everything failed in the end. and i blame school for it. :( i'm still depressed about it. i feel so useless. :(
managed to meet up with humaira, m and hus this break. its nice to meet them after so long. :)
i've been thinking a lot lately. well, since when did i not? hmm. but... i don't know. they're just random thoughts. oh, anyone wanna see my work? no? ok.
smiled widely at 1:56 AM ♥
